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20.12.2011
Too fast, time past too fast, too many things not yet done.
Last sunday, I has the worst day. Totally has no mood for dinner, ate halfway n went to my room cause I was so angry I need to cool down n think about other things. #1 Realised this is life n what I really want in my life. I got it. Went out of my room to realised that my mom threw away my food. Mad fed up I went back to my room n cry. Tore the carebear, now with a broken arm and cotton wool all over my floor I could not bother to clean up. Why? Why would this happen in my life?
Woke up on Monday, monday blues n could be bother to go to school w a stuid attitude im having. Skiped class at wilkie edge.
Tuesday, thought about my goals n life. If I want to work hard, I cannot be skipping class, i can afford to achieve shit results right. Went to school to realised #2 my classmates actually care about why I did not attend class on monday. so glad to know them would be happier if we could become friends plus student advicer plus sister!! heh Stayed backafter class to discuss ccm assignment w a bunch of randomly selected people from my 2nd ccm lesson. 3 indonesians they shld me speaking english instead of bahasa(i know my fav) please consider another 1 from china. ah at least we manage to split some work.
Im so glad I created this tumblr for myself so the next time I would hopefully read my past post n to know if I change n acheive what I really want.